Sunday, July 23, 2017


Never Say Never!

I'm bacccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :)

I really have no excuses for why I haven't posted in a while, a blog is a lot to keep up with while you've got a lot going on. So I thought I'd give a little update on whats been going on in Megan Land since I last posted!

The biggest change is we moved out of our three bedroom house and into a two bedroom apartment... three years ago, I would have never thought we would ever go back to "apartment life" but here we are and I must say... I LOVE IT. We lucked into finding a luxury apartment at a great price! It's a gated community with a resort style pool, gym, tanning, poker room, inside and outside bar, library, dog park, and movie theater! We've been very spoiled with the amenities, I'm not sure how we will ever leave! Words don't do this new place justice, so here are a few pictures!

There are a few things I hate about living in an apartment, like having to take Bear and Chewy out every time they have to go to the bathroom, not having our own yard but the resort style pool kinda makes up for that... :,)

Okay, it's also been a minute since I've given a baby update. I've been very open about our struggle with trying to conceive since our miscarriage but nothing has changed. We have what is known as "unexplained infertility." Which is a nice way of saying we're both healthy and there is no reason why we haven't had a baby yet besides time. It just isn't our time. I believe this is God's way of reminding us that everything is in his time and a reminder that his plan is much greater than ours. I remember when I first found out I was pregnant, a coworker gave me the book "what to expect when you're expecting" and the first few paragraphs were about tips on how to get pregnant and I remember thinking "so glad I don't have to wait or go through that." My first pregnancy was unexpected, and now here I am, playing the waiting game.. The great news is, I have a niece and a nephew on the way that I get to spoil the heck out of and send back home ;) #iamacoolaunt Although in some moments the fear of "I'll only ever be a cool aunt" sets in and I get overwhelmed of the thought that I'll never be someone's mom, really..... well... sucks. But I just keep pushing on and know that whatever is meant to be, will be.

I turned 24 this year... one year away from being halfway to 50. sigh! I honestly don't even know what I did for my birthday? Maybe went out to dinner with Hesten? I just was not excited about this birthday lol obviously! I've made some new friendships this year, still working in the car business, and still taking everything one day at a time! My life has been far from perfect this year, I've had my struggles but I'm still going :) I want to post more on my blog and I promise y'all I will!

Happy Monday!